bridge under troubled waters
this seems to be the 101th time i'm writing about how screwed up my life is.
how wrong can things get? disastrous.
i love a man whose heart will never be mine. his still lingers on with his ex.
another likes me for the person i am at work. whom i realise i have no emotional connection with. yet i did what i did. something i will not usually do in my right frame of mind. yet outright rejection is cruel as much as i have no wish to let this situation deteriorate.
the world damn fucking world can judge me. but not you. you whose opinions matter more than others.
it's been a long time since i've prayed for forgiveness and for strength to withstand another day of turmoil. but lord, help me.
of retribution i fear. of love i cringe. of you i only wish none of that had happened.
how wrong can things get? disastrous.
i love a man whose heart will never be mine. his still lingers on with his ex.
another likes me for the person i am at work. whom i realise i have no emotional connection with. yet i did what i did. something i will not usually do in my right frame of mind. yet outright rejection is cruel as much as i have no wish to let this situation deteriorate.
the world damn fucking world can judge me. but not you. you whose opinions matter more than others.
it's been a long time since i've prayed for forgiveness and for strength to withstand another day of turmoil. but lord, help me.
of retribution i fear. of love i cringe. of you i only wish none of that had happened.
posted by Sheena at 2:09 PM
2 Comments:
learn to let go? u will only hurt yourself more...generally EVERYBODY say is difficult...but it's mass mentality...you can do it.
It's like smoking, u know its bad, everybody know it's bad...everybody says it's hard to kick the addiction. But in truth...it's easy. Only if the person doing it believes in himself/herself.
Self-belief is very important. You can do it. :)
The keyword to climbing out of rock-bottom (especially a self-imposed one) is to tackle your problems face-on. Easy for me to say, but you'll have to snap out of the negativity and empower yourself with strength to face life. You already know you are depressed, so now you'll have to find your own path to walking out of that depression. We all can listen but only you can walk.
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