Friday, June 24, 2005

On Love

1) I love my babes, my girlfriends. Really do. My girlfriends just rock. From Marycherry and Sunshine who's been there for me through my dumps since befriending them in Cedar to the Gothic Jap Porn Star to Maggy Mag and Sheryo.

2) I love my bestest brothers. These the ones who hear me whimper and whine. Skimmer cum Starbucks Senior Barista Zhen who gives me my free coffee and damn solid hugs whenever I am sad and Bittercoffee who doles out advices everytime I am in shit, cycling over to my place for uhm talk cock sessions (not so often now and I'll really miss it when school starts). Zhen, remember, we'll be growing old together and we are moving in to the same old folks home to keep each other company cos I'll be left on the shelf while you are too fussy about your choice of girls! Haha!

3) I love my jobs. Teaching and waitressing. Teaching for the love of money? Hur hur. But the kids provide me an avenue to escape at times from the harsh working reality even though they can piss the shit out of me. Trust me, these kids in these days know way more than I do back when I was still a little girl. Waitressing has taught me a lot that I wanted to learn from the food and beverage industry. Am still learning and damn glad I'm working in Coastes cos each day is a new experience, each day a new challenge.

4) I love my younger sister. Thank you girl so much. I really appreciate her. She the one who cleans up after me (I used to be a tidy freak till somehow I morphed into a lazy pig who can hardly bother to contribute to the household chores), she the one who despite being two years younger than me is so much more mature in handling bgrs, she the one who encouraged me while I retook my A Levels with her last year, she the one who taught me my Statistics cos I hated it so much, she the one who loves me unconditionally (yes and loaning me her money when I am broke that scrooge!) and yes, she the one who does up my to-do-lists when I couldn't care less (like settling my NTU's paperwork!) and she who nags at me like my mother! Two years ago, we still fought like crazy. Two years later, hugs and all. Fuck I wish she had accepted NTU's offer of the accountancy course instead of NUS' architecture so at least we could stay together in the same hall and hostel and have her to continue be my Maria! But really, thank you for taking care of me when I should be the bigger sister to you.

5) I love you I think. But it's alright you don'tt. What wouldn't break me will make me a stronger person. So yeah, you may just be another passerby in my life as I am for you but thank you for everything thus far. Just thank you.

You know peeps, I am running out of vocabulary but I, who is so frivolous with my love, has only this to tell you guys. I love you all. Love cannot be measured by a yardstick so let me prove my love to you people some day. Time will tell even when the waves come in and wash away the traces of our stories on the sand.

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