colleagues and also lovers

i am glowing.

having someone, albeit not being able to have a status could still prove to be satisfying.

perhaps there's the additional element of adventure, of excitement and of secrecy in my form of relationship..

i miss her and i can't do anything about it.

the nature of her job, the nature of our pseudo relationship, etc...

ceci-whee! nana's ibook is fun! says: (1:33:18 PM)
i miss havin my heart skip a beat too

i think that's what i miss too sunshine.