fucking sian

transport came late. got home late. fuck. tired.

daddy nag. fuck.

feel like having a dozen sticks more. and a beer to top it off. but can't do it at home. fuck.

i can't extend bangkok trip. need to settle this issue by tomorrow. fuck.

haven't move into hall. fuck.

daddy nag. fuck.

life sucks. fuck.

boys get on my nerves. fuck. can't have my alcohol fix tomorrow either. fuck.

fucking fuck fuck.

i can't figure out the ntu shit sites. fuck.

ARGH.

and there are just many things (personal, work, and school) resounding at the back of my mind. fuck.

can't sleep without alcohol. fuck fuck fuck. i fucking need sleep.