Don't cry for me argentina

I really hate crying. Plus, the tears are dirtying my ibook.

If love is so miserable, then I rather not love. I wish I was engineered to be a player, to break hearts than to have mine broken.

The person I hope most to spend my 21st with is you but I know you're busy. Very busy.

What else can I do but shrug it off? It's alright, I'll survive somehow somewhat.

I'm so glad I've still got 3 sticks and a bottle of absolut here with me tonight in hall.

Sigh. I am not looking forward to turning 21. Fuck 21. Yes, wish me happy birthday folks. I'll be needing the joy.