5 shots down. 8-10 more to merlioning.

i am praying for god to teach me to hate.

i haven't hated anyone since birth. i have my dislikes but hatred? i may turn up my nose at people but even dislikes are rare and few.

you can be the first.

you can be.

god, just let me hate him. it's easier to hate than to love.

1 shot is 30 ml. so 1 litre gives me uhm, 33.3333 shots. hmm, I have got another 28 shots more to go. but i am hungry since i last had food at 6 pm last night. and a little tipsy.

hatred is still on the agenda...