Why the Wait?

Call me silly.

I am waiting. And I am not taking my words back.

I thank you kind hearted souls (baby GJPS included) for wanting the best for me, and advising me against my decision in this situation... But you guys don't know/understand the full story and it won't be fair to him to write every single detail down here.

In short, the waiting is on my life's agenda. If I could have waited for silly Bittercoffee for 9 months before, I'll do the same for him.

There's no incentives. No promises from him except mine. No expectations. Just waiting.

Now I love a fool. No, that makes me a fool for loving that fool. Poo.