missing memories

damn.

i am so pissed... diary-x is permanently screwed... and that means all my past entries in it is lost for good! all those memories...

yeah, for those who didn't know, i started my first online diary at blogdrive in april 2004 and kept a secret one running at diary-x at around the same time for those entries that i had wanted to kept protected with a password.

so there goes all the bittersweet tears, kisses and words of the good old days...

somehow, wondering if that's telling me i should move to a new site soon as well... and leave this childish blog behind.

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