Damn Myself

Why am I so obliging? Damn it. I am at Gotham right now. Sitting and having my third vodka lime in just 8 minutes. Waiting for my Gothic Jap Porn Star. I left house in 5 minutes after she called my home telling me she's drunk. Sigh. I am too soft-hearted. Too silly. I love her too much. Yes this is what people in love does. I love my girl just too damn much. Enough to forsake my senses, throw caution to the wind and abandon all that my very intelligent brain cells is saying.